The A.K.A.s (Are Everywhere!)

                            

                                                              "I wish to take it all away"

       I woke up feeling groggy and in my own bed suprisingly not in the blood covered room. Damien must have brought me when I feel asleep. I layed back putting the pillow over my head trying to block out all of the sounds. I could hear heart beats and veins pumping full of blood from miles away. Usually I could only hear it if I really wanted to but now it was almost inevitable and I wanted it to stop. I could feel my stomach turning with hunger and all I could think about was the blood cells pixalating in the necks. My mouth began to salivate as I tossed and turned begging for the sounds to stop. I won't do it, I won't feed again I told myself.…

Part of my Christmas presents. :)

My best friend told me she wants to be a mortician so I got inspired to do a dead like shoot.

Do you like the winter?

my family is dramatic/fun, and so christmas tends to follow the same way. i've been overwhelmed, though, by this like security even though i don't have calmness or stability and i'm really grateful for everything.
but...
well, i'll stop there.

i'm so starstruck, baby cos you blow my heart up.

Its been a long time, no? I am truly sorry I havent been on at all for a good few months. A lot has happened and unfortunately, Buzznet was one of the thing that slipped away from me. I even missed my three year anniversary. I am truly sorry but I plan on being back; posting and epecially contributing more.

I have missed you all.

Here is a poem I wrote about working in, well, you know;

Sarah.

xxx

Guests

"Good morning."
A soldier of welcome
robin red breasted
against the frozen streets
that roll in the scents.
Body odour,
perfume
tobacco.
As the four hours shift into
nothing;
I think,
God, I need a drink.

"How are you this morning?"
Offer the false warmth
from your vacuous lungs
to empty eyes.
They covet me
up…